And who will save me? This can't go on...

Sighh, i do not know why i have been stoning for most parts of the day. Im either reading my book, or stoning.

its so depressing. i feel so bored and dead. its like, i'm living inside a box.

i think mid sems has been too draggy. i remember it has been weeks, maybe a month since mid sems were a concern in my mind. I remember back then i didn't know what papers were before and after the hols. its been too long since i started worrying about mid sems. Hence, i say its been too draggy.

I'm sure the reason why I've been stoning so much is cause i've been mentally drained. I feel there's no more juice left in my brain. (haha, kidding)

Exams are ending in 4 days. That's something to look forward to. After this, we have the games carnival, sports day, and wtv else. I hope that that's a pleasant change in scenario after seeing the books for so long.



i don't even understand why i feel the need to be academically inclined. Getting an A now means nothing a year later. Like i don't care what my geo marks were in F2. Well, i just need my self satisfaction for 'this moment in time', all the time i guess. That means, nice marks.

i thought i could handle stress quite well, i still think so. its just that mid sems has been dragging on for too long. but i can handle it. i am gonna ace upper secondary, and everything beyond.

this isn't an all time low (hah! no way it is). :)